Wednesday, 28 September 2011

This Is A Strange-Enough New Play On Words

*Gets out my leaf blower and blows all the dust and cobwebs from my "board"*

Assalamualaikum everybody!!

Sorry for the dust and all.  Wanted to use the vacuum cleaner but I think the leaf blower did the trick already.  It's been a while.  A LOOOONG while.  I'm currently at home.  Might be going back tonight Insya-Allah.  It's the study week for UTM.  Plus, I wasn't feeling so good last weekend so I decided to go home for a few days.  My final exam's next week.  Been a bit psycho crazy with books and all that.

Thank Engineering Maths for this.  Haha..Books, pencils, pen, paper, lappy.  Yeah..It could get me started alright.

Been studying for a few hours.  So my stomach rumbled told me to find something to fill it up.  So I decided to take a 10-minute walk to the nearest Micky D's and get me a double cheeseburger.  And a sundae too.  Haha..


Well, my final exam's just around the table (Around the corner seems too far in a way @.@)  I've been freaking out lately.  Been worried sick about how I'll do.  This ain't your typical school exam.  This and other stuff like quizzes and all that determines what I'll be doing and where I'll go.  I need all the people who mean the most to me.


I have my family that's for sure.  I love them so much right now.  So grateful to have them by my side.  A guy like me can never ask something better than a loving family.


Now, I need my friends.  My closest friends are from my primary school days and I still contact them.  Whether on Facebook or twitter or by phone.  At least I try to contact them and ask how they're doing.  Just a phone call or even a simple text message.  I just wish I could....I don't know..Just..see them or hear from them again.  Make me feel wanted.  I just wanna apologize to everybody.  I'm not good at making apologies.  But yeah, I try to do so.  I'm sorry to everyone.  Near or far, for all of my wrong-doings, hurtful words and rash actions


I'm not perfect.  Never will be.  Don't plan to be I think.  It's because of this imperfection I am who I am.  I just try to be a better person.  That's all.  I don't want any bad blood between me and anybody else.  Especially my family and friends.  So yeah.  


All I know is I'll try to help those that I'm able to help Insya-Allah.  But I need all the help I can get too.

Well..I gotta jet.  I might not be good at showing my emotions.  Might not be good at HIDING them either.  I just gotta say that...I'm still breathing (Alhamdulillah). Hehehe.. ;-)

See you guys on the flip side!!

Thursday, 15 September 2011

We'll Fight In The Shade

Assalamualaikum everyone!!

I know some of you are sick and tired of me saying this..I know SOMEONE is.  But I'm really..REALLY sorry for being M.I.A...AGAIN.  Things been a bit crazy lately.  Assignments...mental break down..EMOTIONAL break down..Fatigue..Tennis sessions..the GLORIOUS tennis sessions (credits to Hafridz for all the muscle aches T___T)

But's not that I wanna leave my "can of beans" here to rot or something.  Been a bit busy.  Final exams are around the table (around the corner seems too far) Some of my friends are finishing today.  Congrats to them for getting through it.  Some of my fellow KT-ians in UTP also finished their exams.  My Abi (Nik) was here in KL.  But I think he went back already.  Oh well, maybe another time Insya-Allah.


Things are starting to become a bit...BRIGHTER?  Well..I don't actually know HOW to describe how I'm feeling rite now.  I can't even actually FEEL anything.  I never thought that was possible though.  Haha..But here I am..Actually feeling that way.  Thanks to friends and family all around, it's like I've been given a second chance to live.  If THAT was ever possible but you get my point.  But still, indescribable.

Well...I gotta jet.  I think i should leave you guys with this saying from one of my favourite guitarists/vocalists from one of my favourite bands..
""Every burn leaves a scar.  But it makes your skin stronger."

-Travis Clark (We The Kings)-

See you guys on the flip side!!

Monday, 5 September 2011

Selamat Hari Raya!!

Assalamualaikum everybody!!

Ok.  I know it's a bit late.  But better that than never right?? Ahahaha!!  Currently in UTMICKL.  Finished the holidays already.  That feeling sucks btw


Oh well.  Good things have an ending right?  Went to Taiping, Perak on the last day of Ramadhan (29th August) So we celebrated the first day of Eid at my Grandma's house.  Besides salam-ing and hugging my relatives and all that, all I wanted to do was filling my "stummy" with.............


Hahahah...Oh yeeaaaaah...It's been a while since I felt that bloated though.  I'm all skin and bones.  But when I eat, trust me.  I eat.  ;-)

We also had some BBQ-ing at my grandma's house a few nights later (1st Sept) It was great..


Drinks...BBQ-ed chicken..Fried and GIANT little nephew, Kaisan (Almost a year and a half) down...right...AWESOME....

I think it's better to show all of y'all the picts ;-)

Ibu : Jaga ibu and ayah nnt ok? Me : Of course, Ibu.  I will :'-)

Alamak!! Paparazzi's coming!! hahaha ;-)

Parents..Aunts and uncles and dearest 'Tok'

Me..'Tok' n Cuzins :-D "Awet muda"
I'm a bit different in the pict.  But that makes me who I am :-)

The "Royals" at the BBQ :-D

Abg cik, mkn la elok2 skit.hahaha!!

Sori for the blurry pict.  Kaisan's carrying a big bottle by it's neck :-D haha

Hehehe...just for giggles..

After Raya-ing, we got back to Shah Alam on Thursday.  The next day, we went to PD, N.Sembilan for a little family vacation.  My ayah booked an apartment for our family before raya.  It was cool 


Here are some picts of the P.D trip....

Kak Aza, Along and their bundle of joy :-D

Ok.  One of my last picts before I cut my hair.haha

Kaisan getting friendly with the tide

"Where's the waiter?"

Fly, Kaisan! Fly! :-D
We got back to Shah Alam on Saturday.  I got back to UTM on Sunday.  As I'm typing this, it's Monday.

Had an awesome holiday even though I had to go through some 'turbulence' along the way.  I guess these fake smiles I'm throwing will grow into genuine ones...


Thanks to my friends in Shah Alam for the laughs on the road on those late nights.  Especially to Petey and Fatin.  Seriously guys, we have to do it again... :-D

I have an idea for a story in my head.  But I think I have to settle a few things first.  So visit my 'board' here to see and read it.  Blood, sweat and tears..laughs.  I think I have something in my noggin' ;-)

See you guys on the flip side!!